I really don't know what happened to my tempalate but it really pissed me off. I just can't delete the codes from the tempalate and it will hanged aka not responding. It's time for me to move. I won't delete the memories here but from today onwards,I will post my entry to another url. I'm gonna miss my checkitout-gerl.blogspot.com. :(

I've moved: Please click on the link below. More stories coming up on another blog! =)

thenumber7-eleven.blogspot.com

This picture was taken last Saturday where I did some volunteery work over at Jamiyaah. I've to admit that this is my first time doing this kind of work. I was a bit awkward at the first place as the people there have known each other already. But as the day goes by,slowly I get to join them and their kecohness. Thanks to the cousin for inviting me to do this volunterry work. =) These are the people who were incharge in admin work while the guys obviously not in the picture were packing the foods accordingly.

In such a short minute,I had my first conversation with Salihin. He made me laugh non-stop with his lame jokes.

Salihin: Why you kept laughing?
Me: *Continue to laugh*
Salihin: Did I make a joke??
Me: Hahaa. Yes.
Salihin: It's not funny lah. What so funny?
Me: Yes. Because you are a joker! *Continue to laugh*
Salihin: *Showing his two thumbs up* You are the great...test!
Me: *rolled my eyes*

That was some conversation I had with him. He even talked about what to wear for this year Hari Raya. LOL.

Continue about my voluntery work,I had so much fun attending to the people especially the oldies where they need to sign before getting the foods. Not so many candidates came on that day. I had to bare with the hotness. I have to put aside all that cause I had a lot of fun. The jokes,the laughter and making new friends. There's a group of guys kept on memorising our names. I was stunned when they called me Haslinda. LOL. Zaman secondary school ok. =) I want to go there again!



The cousin and I. Do we look alike,here? =)

Once everything finished,we headed to Marina Square to have our dinner and boy the place was crowded with people,couples,so on. I almost forgot that it was Saturday. I hate crowded places. Dang!



HMV. On my way home,my feets were cramped and I've to slide my feets. Walao!

I miss my friends already. Can't wait to meet them the day after today. Hehe. =)

...there's people who are suffering more than we do...

First,you denied it. Second,you admit it. Well done! Your game is finally over. From the start,I knew it was HIM! Who else,I know,you people know. Don't say the word 'fitnah' if you did not know the meaning of the word. You accused me that I was blaming and suspected you,but in the end,you revealed your own idnetity. AT LAST.

How I wished,I can meet him and give him one tight slap on his fcuking cheeks? Just a wish but I couldn't cause,I hate to see or to meet him ever again. HATE HIM!! But,we had a little confrontation via smsed. Ikutkan hati,aku malas nk layan budak yng takder otak! But,due to know whether it's him or not,I FORCED,let me spelt it out for you,F.O.R.C.E.D myself to so-called entertained this confrontation.

I have the rights to feel angry after what you've done to me. So,why must you feel that you are the victimed here? The reasons for you doing that is because, I AM NOT A FORGIVEABLE person and I CALLED YOU COWARD?? Why must you be angry when you acted like one,C? OMG,what I called you is like fucking 3 months ago. The day where,my heart is completely broken. 3 months ago for goodness sakes. Why must you brought it up again? You are not matured enough to think.

Seeking for forgiveness? There you go again,sorry sorry and sorry. You made everyone including me a hard time. Using your beloved gf and her friend's names is damn wrong. Ouh well,it's easy to say SORRY. I had enough with your SORRY!

Stop saying that the old Linda is gone. I did not change. If you think I change, is all because of you. The one who suffering is me not YOU! I suffered more than you did. So there's nothing wrong for me to hate you. Only true friends can see the real me wheather I change or not. You don't have rights to judge me.

I kind of happy and relieve that everything is damn OVER. He has admitted what he had done. Phew! I really hope that,there's no nonsense from you ever again. You and me,we are done and over it! It's history! You don't have to bring the past back to my tagbox. I forgot how our stories looks like caused it's just vanished. I'm tired of handling the same old topics with the same person. Plus,you annoyed me ALOT!

I don't think I can forgive you now. You will tend to repeat it again. Don't worry,this is my last entry regarding YOU. Don't feel insulted cause what you've called me so far is worst than insulting.

My blog will be the same again. There's no need for me to change the URL or private the blog. This blog is open to everyone who are willing to read. Anyone can tag provided you use your REAL name. Including YOU.

Sabby said to me, Never let your guts down!

20 May 09, 12:58
w: hmm nt forgiving as linda??linda is also nt forgiving dats y i hate her [Sabby's tagbox]

So,this W or whatever his or her name is,saying that I'm not forgiving and tts why he/she hated me. The first thing that is appearing in my mind is,do you know me that well? Why you hated me so much? Did you ever hurt me? If yes,what wrong did you do? Look,I'm a forgiving person with condition that you admit who you are and explain why accusing me of something that I did not do? I had enough with your little game here. You use 2 innoncence names and tagged something bad so that I can blame these two people for creating stories about me. From the tagger who named his or her 'unlucky' to 'farhan' to 'wani',I knew this tagged is from one person who I hated so much. You know the reasons why I hated you so much.

Let me share you some stories of myself. If I guessed you wrongly. I was a forgiving person before. Trust me,how much you hurt me so much,I still can forgive you. But after I got 'hit' by someone who I loved before,I'm a different person. My heart still hurt and how am I supposed to forgive him after what he had done to me? After what he have promised me,begging me to give him one last chance. He choose someone over me and expect me to forgive him? My mistakes for believing what he said. But after I heard some friend's advise,I finally moved on. Leaving alone 2 love birds enjoying thier 'new' life while I'm enjoying my new life with the friends. Is that wrong? I did not disturb his life till now.

Look,fake wani,fake farhan. If you are not what I think you are,I will never forgive you. Like I said,I'm a different person now. You come to my blog and tagged me with harsh words,accusing me like as if I did not have my dignity. I did not blog to sell my body or to fuck with some guys. I blog because I want to share my feelings to some readers. If you are not happy with my blog or with me,you can jolly well press the red button on your top right-hand corner. Your game is about to over. The real people have come out from their shell and admit that they are not the one. Whoever you are,I would like you reveal your identity. IP address will never fool people.

If you hate me because I am not a forgiving person,so be it. I can't stop you for hating me and you can't stop me for hating you. Aku tak menyusahkan hidup kau. Tak payah kau nak sakit hati dngn aku. Don't worry,I promised my self not to read the real Wani's blog. No point for you to put the URL on my tag box. Wani and I,we are not related or what. We did not know each other that well.

And last but not that least,I just pitied Wani. Maybe,the guy who she loved whole heartedly is framing her. Maybe.

You make yourself like a real fool by fooling others.

As far as I know,I don't have any enemies. Why would people want to be my enemy? Especially those who did not know me or even they know me,why would they want to be one? So what if they hated me so much? I really can't stop them from hating me. Right?

This drama did not stop here. Hence this post is specially for you,idiot. =D If you dare,come and see me face-to-face. I mean face-to-face so that you can talk all you want rather than hiding yourself behind the computer screen. Don't act tough infront the computer. I repeat DON'T! You are being an idiot here,don't you think so??

Just want to know,where were you on the 14th May? What happened with the "Wanna fight?See you on the 14th May?" Have you forgotten or you might followed your boyfriend footsteps? Being a COWARD? Please lah,idiot,don't think that you are perfect. Calling me bitch,I can tolerate. But once you called me a slut and asking me how many guys have I ever fucked for the past 2 months do you think I can tolerate? You don't fucking know me and creating stories that is untrue and trying to embarass me publicly is just a pity. Are you stupid or stupid? Look yourself through the mirror first cause only a slut will know what is slut!

From Sabby's tagbox,you typed:
18 May 09, 13:08
wani: wadever..u guyz r da one who was afraid to show ur lils ugly face in front of me

Look who's talking. You are referring to you. You are the one who afraid to show your fucking face on that day. If our face is ugly,how bout your face? Your face is worst than a monkey's face. Don't you realised that,honey??

18 May 09, 13:09
wani: especially dat linda gal.da ugliest gal i've ever seen

Are you jealous of me being so ugly? Or are you jealous of me being so pretty? I smelled jealousy. Look,idiot, I realised and know how ugly I am. It's Allah who create this face of mine. I'm happy and thankful that I've my face. Not that preety but just nice for me. You don't have to critic what was given by HIM. I'm preety in my own way. You preety in your own way. Don't be too proud of what you have now. I believe in Allah. He can turn perfect things upside down in any time.

Dearest Wani,what's all the commotions about? Who broke your heart,wani? Did my friends ever disturbed you? Did I disturbed you before this? You have Iskandar now. Just be happy with him. Don't worry,I've already moved on and my thoughts and feelings for him has gone. Completely gone and I'm happy being a single girl now. I'm used to it already. You and him suits better not me. Seriously,being with him is my biggest mistakes of my life. Don't tell me that you are insecure of him????? Just be careful of him and take care of him. If can do 'rantai' him even closer to you. =)

Yes,I've deleted the harsh tag made by Wani. If she dare to tag,my blog is open for her. Come and tag. You think I'm scared of a little girl like you? What's your age again?? You can jolly well,play hide-and-seek with your boyfriend instead. Since you are so afraid of looking for me face-to-face on Graduation Day! Or just play some hindustan song and run-circle-circle around coconut tree with him. I don't care.

Till here. I'm done blogging about an Idiot! Pss. I don't use your parent's money or what to make me happy! =) Thank you Sabby for the post at your blog. She's soo stupid and kuku caused follow what you said. LOL



Beautiful in my own ways.

....I get my pillar of strength and thanks to my mom. You are my strength to say what I need to say. Thank you Ak. Thank you Sabby....