I can't describe my feelings and what mood I'm having now. Just wonder and wonder what's gonna happen next. I'm confused and I wish I can be like a bird,fly freedomly outside. Ouh I wished!

Just a simple question and you can't answer it. Thank You.
I thought you know me better now but it seems that you don't know me that well. Thank You.
How my reaction looked like? No. You don't know. Instead I'm the one been looking at your reactions.
You made me hoping for the best. And you also make my heart went shattered today. just a BIG THANK YOU.
If you think that relationship is by asking back the question and talking about breaking up,then you are wrong,MR. Definitely WRONG. Thank YOU.

Today,for the first time in my ITE life,I shed tears in front of my adore friends. I hold my tears back when I'm infront of you until you left me without saying goodbye to me and with your what-a-face. You didn't even reply goodbye to me when I said to you. Thank You.

I just hope I'm not your last person in your list. FYI,if you think everything you do is PRIVATE,why you have a gf? Who I am to you? Just a trunk or your gf? Think carefully,boy. I don't deserve this. I don't need a ______ in my life. Thank YOU.

Im so lucky to have my friends beside me just now. I shouldn't have doing something like that. I should be a really strong girl because I've promised myself not to cry for guy. But I'm such a loser. Thank You friends for being there and for lending me your listening ears to me. Having a friends is whole lot fun! =) I'm ok cause I still
have my family who loved me a lot. I miss my mother just now. =(

Aloha,gd afternoon everyone. Spent my Friday and Saturday preety well. Friday,I have to do what I suppose to do. Doing some payback. *Paham-paham ajekan eh.* Enjoying every single time watching TV and surfing,the usual stuffs. Gol and Ginju was great. Although I've watched it like 3 times? Yeah. Thank you mother,for the delicious foods you've been cooking and especially my favourite dishes. Yum2. =) Friday night,watching TV with the family was just great and disturbing the 2 sis and mother. Dad as usual,went to the mosque to perform prayers there and abang,still I don't know what to say. Haiz. The house not as noisy a before. And that's how I spent my Friday.

Come Saturday,which was yesterday,went to the GIG organised by 2 of my friends,Sabby and AK. I supported them only and that was my first time going such GIG. There's always a first time for anything. They were like busy conducted meetings and stuff and I think their hardworks paid off yesterday. I came with my fav boy but before that we went to have our late lunch over at IMM. Reached at the hall and while we were walking to the hall, I just don't know why people kept looking at us in a STRANGE way. Do we looked familiar to them? Or,because of we were extra cool yesterday? Or the other way round? Heck care. We were cool yesterday. =D Ok,the GIG started around 5/5.30 pm and I thought we were supposed to stand up but majority of us were sitting down and I thought it's really convinient to sit down yesterday. The performing band was great only 2 bands I dislike most. No name's mentions. The into-the-rock-audiences were haeadbanging and doing some rock dance I think and that I scared most. Luckily,the security there was tight! The songs that I recognised was by Paramore,Bon Jo Vi,Hush Sound,Saosin,30STM,Muse. I think tts all,I can remembered. But the boy wanted to hear Maroon 5 or atleast Peterpan's songs,but none. I did enjoyed everything and I was restless when it ended at 930pm. I kept complaining at him about this and that and what's important is,we did spent quality time together in a noisy place. GREAT,huh. ;D I reached home at 10.30pm.





Sunday,most likely to be a boring day ever. Take Care,peepz. ;)

It's raining tonight. It's so sudden and it's rain cats and dogs. Ayaya. Unexpected. Rain rain go away. Come again another day. Eh no. Don't go away. You make my room cooling. Come back come back!!! =) Ok,crapz.

I need to change my skins soon cause some readers can't read my post. It got said bandwidth exceeded. Ok,now it's time for me to search for the new skins. *Jumps around*

Jcs,I came late and my group members called me star karat and Aida,my groupleader said,"Late as usual" Well,I woke up late and what to do,I hate that JCS. =) But I pity one of my friend. He was from the other group and his group members didn't turn up for the group discussion with the teacher. Left him all by himself. Alone. I wonder why the rest of the group members didn't turn up. Where are their responsiblity? He can't be doing all the projects all by himself right? What,expect him to do all thier task? That's so pathetic. I pity him and I feel like asking him join in our group. All the best with your group, friend. =)

SAD,we didn't do nothing but played UNO and computers games. Our Lab has finished and all the computers was doing some formating. Yeah so we played UNO cards and when Gremar came,we quickly hide the cards under our lab book and pretend that we were reading the book. Until,he came to us and asked,"Have you done your work?" And we said,"YESH!! You marked already" He was about to take the book away from our table when one of the cards has shown it's identity. We burst out laughing and I laughed till tears drop down my cheeks. We were like one of the characters in the cartoon. Haha.. Mr Gremar,I'm not crying but, it's tears of joy. =)

I'm extra tired and no energy. Should I cut my hair? Cause Julia asked me to cut my fringe cause it's getting longer. Should I cut or should I not cut? I told dear,I lazy to cut my hair and he just shook his head. Booo. =D

Yippie! Tomorrow no school and I can't wait for saturday. ;) I support for their hardworks! K,enough,take care people n n n I miss you. <3





That's my long fringe. Hehe.

Doing JCS project now. Tomorrow need to be show the manual to the teacher in-charge. What am I going to write eh? Hmm. I did and at the same time I side track a bit. Went to friendster,blog and now blogging. Hehe. Do it slow and steady like malay people said,"Cari ilham". Ish takder kene mengene. =)

School has been great this week. As usual,I'm not looking forward to Thursday but I'm so excited on Tuesday and Wednesday. These two days can really make me so the ouh ouh. But I can't really accept it when ppl started to play around with other's head. That's rude. Please don't do that on girls's head,can? =) Just now test is an ok ok for me. I can do, but the first question is so terrible. You want Partition or Logical drive? They don't know to ask question in a proper way sey. K,nemind. It's over and done with it already. It's always the girls to finish up Last. =) I like phase test cause,we are like fishmonger calling out for the customer. "Teacher" here and there. HAHHA.. Very noisy.

I've got another 5 days left. Insyallah. I think I'm off for my project now. Dunnow what else to type about.

I miss you every single secs. Glad having you around. =)

At times,the words dissappoint me.
At times,I don't know why?
At times,I tried to make it as if it's normal.
At times,I feel like shouting but I don't want anyone to hear.
But everything is fine now. I hope there's no more things like that.
Making promises is easy said then being done.
I wish this is not going to happen again like yesterdays.
If I'm wrong,I'm Sorry.

Linda,Saying HELLO. =)