Mom having a flu,cough and fever. She's damn sick and I pity her.
The whether is cold and windy. Just wish that the she's gonna be ok.
Please,germs go away and never come back. I got lots of things to do as I mentioned yesterday. I don't want to sick.

Yesterday just finished watch the Japanese drama-series at my adek's lappy. Such a sweet drama. How a girl disguise as a guy and her intention is to bring back her idol smile back. They were in the same dorm and slowly that guy who had known that she's a girl,fall for her.He promised himself to make her happy. And i think that's sweet enough. Hehe.

How I hope I can always bring back each and evryone who sad and almost giveup.
How I wish I'm that lucky girl who makes people happy together.
Did I always make them happy?
Did I achieve that?

Ouh yesh. Today is Friday and time to release stress from school.
But I miss those friends of mine. I miss IT1A the most. How we always bond together. I just wonder,where's their promises to be together always? The outing and stuff? Now,left with the girls and I think it's better. IT2N is a relaxing class but we like spliting into different gender. And I think it's better for some reasons. ;)
Luqman Hakim,Akid Taufiq,Nurdin,Irwin,Sasee Kumar,Muneera. These are the few names that I can remember. They are totally not forgotten. Thank you for making me of who I am Today. I'm different before I enter this school. The Linda from past,I'm going to throw away. Because I hate my life yesterday. Friends who always take me for granted. From primary school till secondary school. I scared of having a BESTFRIEND. MY BESTFRIEND throw me just like that after PSLE. Good friends is enough for me.
Thank you girls for making friends with me. Siti Raidah,Nur Fadhilah,Siti NurSabrina,'Atikah,Julia Farhana. Thank you to the guys too. Armrullah,Zulkhairi,Mustaqim,Hafizz and the rest. Definitely gonna miss you guys when we garduate.













And and and I miss you and only you.You are the 1st and the only guy I would like to be with. Thank you for loving me that much without knowing that it's going to be 4 moths of relationship. You are the best guy. =) I love you.

3 months to go. ;)

At last the JCS presentation over and yesh no more stress stress about this stupid JCS project. Yikes.

Anw,phase test on Linux was damn pathetic and it's hard. Really! There's a problem of either the computer or the cable. Shit lah. What I studied yesterday didn't come out. Atlast,gremer helped us doing the test and we left only 1 question. From 1 til 430. Supposed to finish at 3 but extend it till 430. I came half and hour only for WAD lesson. I'm tired. I'm sleepy. Went home straight and sowriee girls,can't hang out with u all today. I'm exhausted.

Exams. Haven't revised yet. I'm stress now. SAD question seem hard and I really really not ready for study. Lots of things need to do. Arghh! I should endure more and focus on my studies now. No more this and that. Everything can be done after the exams. Next semester would be different cause attachment attachment till we bored and no exams. And this coming exams would be our very last exams in ITE. I should maintain my grades well. Like as if. HAh! =(

Ouh man,I'm tired. I should go now. Nothing interesting to talk about. Only complain and complain and whining and whning like one desperate girl. Bye. *yawn*

Close your eyes and see what you see.
Place your palms to your heart and feel what you feel.
Look into the mirror and look yourself deeply.
What you see. What you feel. Everything is inside you.

I tried that,but I see the same person when I close my eyes.
My heart thumping fast when I place my both palms to my heart.
I don't know what's happening to me. I may be harsh,I may be sweet. But it's me all along. That's me and I am not HYPOCRITE.

Don't torture me with silence.
Don't you think I'm a scuplture.
I'm a sculpture with feelings.
Feelings of missing.
Feelings of sad.
Feelings of anger.
Don't you think I am suffering ALONE. It's you who suffer MORE.

THINK THAT!

It's raining for the whole day today. Boring and the same mad over something that is really getting on my nerves. Furious and frustrated like knocking my head over the wall. I don't bother to cry like I used to. I'm getting stronger and stronger. And yesh,I'm still Linda. Stubborn that's what I am! =)

Today,just staying home like any other days. No plan no nothing. Just accompanied adek watching Japanese series about sports man. Aww,I fell in love with two super hot guys.That is Sano and Nakatsu. HEHE. Cute and cool. Ouh what am I talking about? I fell in love with two hot guys. AHEM3. The story is so hilarious and yesh the title of the story is HANAKI/For you in Full blossom. Two thumbs up. There are 3 discs altogether and we managed to complete till disc 2. Watched the disc 1 with her yesterday till 2.05am. COOL. Tomorrow,continue the last cd. SANO,I love you can? =) Someone might be jeolous. For what. It's fantasy but not in reality. =)

I'm not a perfect girl,I'm the one who doesn't understand about this r'ship.Thank You. ;)

Brr,it's really cold here. I got my cold feet. =)

What a luck. Internet connection is down and ok,down and ok again. Sickening.

What happened when girls and camera met up? The answer will be they will become CRAZY! Fuh. Was doing our JAVA yesterday when I on my camera phone and took a pic of myself when suddenly Sabby joined in followed by Dyla and Ak. We went crazy,doing sort of pose and my phone camera has this sequence funtion which can took multiple pictures and yeap,we were not ready. Only dyla love posing with multiple shot. INSANE! =D





















This is how Dyla posed using the multiple shot. Cutee. ;)



I tried Hot Chocolate today and I prefer Double Chocolate cause it taste better. SG,I want Double Chcolate cannn? ;)

Exams are around the corner. Test after test. Fasting time is coming also. Everything is coming so quickly.

I may look happy but deep down inside I'm still sad. Thank you for your concern,SG.<3

Still trying to talk but I think not for now.
All I can say is,"I go first."
No eye contact. No smile on our face just a silent word.
Still figuring what I did wrong.
I'm an ego and it's hard for me to say sorry for the thing that I did not do[I did not do anything wrong.]
Let time pass and we will see what's gonna happen next.

I was shocked but I tried to understand the situation.
Hope the past does not repeat.
If it repeats I think I just leave it to GOD.
GOD knows better than me.
I try to pray for the better life for us for the future.
AMIN.

Test. I studied and majority I studied did not come out. How penat I can be. Walaowei! I hate biased people espcially when come to favouritism. Geramnye saya.

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY,HANA!! =)
Luv you. ;)

Ok bye.

Yesterday supposed to be my happy day,but I was sad for don't know what reasons.
My prepaid is low and now,I can't contact anyone not even SG. One person been avoiding me since Friday and I'm sad. What I did wrong? Evrything was just fine until that Friday evening. I don't seem any reason for you to avoiding me just like that. Ouhh man. Tell me what I do wrong? Don't punish me like that cause I really don't know what I did. Talk to me and tell me. =(

Study study study. But I think only 40% of the knowledge that I studied absorb in my brain. Sooo distracted and can't concnetrate much. Just hope Tuesday test paper would be the easiest paper that I can do. I don't care already. =(

Life is unfair to me lately.
Just hope for Monday to come really fast.

Yesterday suppossed to be my happy day,but I was feeling down. =(

TC.

TGIF! Love it when school out and free time in. ;)
Woke up preety late and since i'm fasting,I decided to stay at home and I'm gonna miss my SG this weekends. Late gonna sit at my room,sitting infront of desk and open up my WAD book to study. Tuesday gonna have class test. Lots and lots of revision to do. =( WAD is boring and the practical/assignment really getting on my nerve. Like seriously! HYMP! =/ Angry and frustrated! Bleargh!

I was browsing through one of my cuzzin's friendster and I was shocked to see her changes. Well,she's now becoming err you knoe the kentalans girl and joined the kentalans group. How am I supposed to like such people? Can't believe from cute girl to be like this and always make trouble to her family. Nie lah budak-budak zaman sekarang. Pikir style pe dengan cara dier gitu? *uwek*. I don't know what else to do. This kind ofpeople,no point to advise and waste our time talking when she herself not listening. Just repent before it's too late. You just look one horrible kid. =/ Other cousins are MIA. Because of their dad. Yeah. The only i have is Shahira and siblings. =) Saya tak layan orng2 premature! Buang mase. =/

Another thing is,I hate when uncle/auntie make my parents sad! I'm soo not going to respect you people. =/

Bye,tc. ;)

People can make their own decision.
Some will support while other's will demoralised.
What they say,it's their opinion.
It's up to the people to take their words or not?
Well,it's really up to the people.
I just don't get it,why must I scared?
I don't know from who I scared with.
My decision and my choice.
I just don't like people think too far or worst think negative towards what gonna happen to me later.
Assuming as if I did say something.
I felt it.
I think it's time for me not to speak anything.
It's opinion. I'm not take it seriously though. =)

Specially dedication to Miss Siti Shahira,thank you! I've read your blog and I MISS YOU TOO CUZZIN!! Yesh! We grew up together and we did everything together even we BATH together. Err,that was sooo looong ago ok. I miss sleeping at your home and remember that you will come and sleep at my house. Hehe. We rode bicycle together and so forth and so on. Karaoking was so much fun cause,yoir voicee is wonderful. ELLO,miss,come to my house if you miss me! We kan nyanyi2 same2. HEHE. ;) Miss you awak.



Sorry,miss,i stole ur picture. Scanner demam sikit. Hehe. ;) Are we cute??



I adore SG very much. ;)

JCS project is 95% done and now waiting to present this Thursday. Discussed with the groupmates just now to finish up the powerpoint slides. Once this project done,I'm gonna concentrate on other things. This project is so boring to the maximum. =)



Thanks eh Julia. My face sungguh tak nampak. This is Linda and Dyla,doing the slides at Raidah's laptop! =)



The group leader,Raidah and late-as-usual-girl,Sabby! =)




Julia and Ak. =)




This is during National Day Celebration held at school on Thursday. Semangat lah Julia. =)



Did you notice that? Hehe.. My face is 1/2. Thanks to Sabby's camera. =D

Ok,I'm done updating. I felt so blessed having my friends around and and and SG too. =D Thanks people! ;D

Happy Belated Birthday Singapore! Happy Birthday to Us! =)

Lack of updates. So many things happened this week and I shall not type everything that happened to me here. Just between me and the people around me.

I'm tired and at the same time happy! ;) I don't know why I am happy. Maybe because I'm in a holiday mood. Hehe.

Take care,peeps. :)

Yesterday's PMS really sucks! It's Sunday, yesterday and I'm rotting at home the whole day. Watching TV with mother and all the drama were so pathetic. I don't know why yesterday I'm bored to death. Why so serious? ;)

NapFA test started just now. I did everything except that 2.4km. Postpone to Wednesday cause it was raining heavily. My body now having muscles cramps and my back is aching. Yessa! Left one item only. Gonna run non-stop this wednesday. Err,my stamina low,how? ;)

Lesson was cancelled in the afternoon and we sat at the canteen till 12 plus and the guys decided to have lunch at Bugis but it's kinda far so Dyla and I went to Jurung Point to have a lunch there and and and and and and and I get to watch DARK KNIGHT alone![Tend to watch that movie alone but....] Like finally! Yes! Yes! Yes! *jumps around* It's a wondeful movie and I give 4 out of 5 stars. Joker,you are one cute guy but irritatiing monster. Stop kacauing Mr Batman lah! Ass. =) But too bad the 'Joker' died already because of overdozing. Hah!
Thank you miss, for accompanying just now and talk talk about guys. Hehe. It's been so long I didn't take train with you! And yes,we did stupid thing again. Soooo Selenger of Us!





See. I'm one happy girl already! With what-a-face. Stop it eh,tak perlu. ;)