I miss wearing my red and black hoodie jacket to school. :(



As well as my green jacket. :(

Anw,this adek of mine keep pestering me to sign up twitter. I know this is like everywhere. But if you guys don't find me updating the blog,meaning I'm with the twitter. =)

P/s: I think I'm in love with printed dress. =) Flower power.

...I don't want any love. Rimass!But,I still in lup with Mr Ashraff Muslim tho. =)...

Meet the old 'Wild Wild Wet'....



Look at us! We have grown up already. 2 years getting to know them is so fast that we didn't even noticed. From dating to hooked up and to breakup,we still the same. Nothing change us. I miss the 1st year 1st day of school where we get to know each other. Hence,I would like to say,Happy belated 2 years anniversary to my LOVE. This annivesary is specially dedicated to both you. Cheerious.



So,yesterday,did I tell you that I'm gonna meet this person to find work? Yes,that person is Dyla. Accomapany her to find work around town area. Spent time at Starbucks without any drinks and cakes was great,although Dyla had to go off earlier.









Anw,I'm so can't wait for my wish to come true this good-Ol-Friday! Insyaallah.

...is because I gave you too many chances which ended up making me suffocate...

30 Seconds To Mars will always be loved by Nur Haslinda. =)
It's Monday today and I get a morning called followed by the msg of the same person asking me whether I can go out today. Like I said,my usual answer will be,"I anything." So later will be heading to this place to accompany this person to find work. I'll always be the one who come late. Hehe. =)

Ouh,I'm so happy cause nomore nonsense coming from nonsensetical people.(got such word? hmm) Happy teramat happy sekali! And most importantly,I'm being loved by someone who really loved me!! Thank you so much for your love and care. <3

Ouh,it's 1.03pm already,really got to go now cause I don't want to be late. Pity that person who will be waiting for me that long. Will update when I'm totally free and not lazy. ;)

Btw,I listen to this song caused I miss my rebellious year.

...I am not your friend and I am not your enemy. So,who are you to me? NOTHING!...

I just love this photo. Credits to Sabrina for the shots. Sorry if,I steal this photo from your bloggie. =)

American Idols,I bet it's Lil Round and Annoop will be out today. Yeah! Go,Adam Lambert! ;)

I miss my friends,lets meet up preety soon,babe cause,I'm craving for New York Cheesecake. Heh.

Anw,I'm in love with Mr Ashraf Muslim. <3

...You can talk all you want but skin is really thick...

People can say what they can say now.
I just pray to HIM that,I can get the truth.
I'm smiling from ear to ear now.
Thanks to her for everything. You know who you are. :)
To you people,thanks alot. You know who you are too. :)
I just regret that there's still coward people around.
Whatever it is,I don't want you to get involve with my life anymore.
If you happened to read this post,I'm not going to forgive you,I'm going to hate you more.
Don't be too smart.
=)

Dyla,Julia,Raidah,Hafizz,Khai,Mus etc-where you guys? The four of us miss you all badly! See you people on the 14 May ok.

..1st is F,now is W and what's next?..

While that 'WANI' creating trouble at my tag like nothing better to do aka madgirl in the house,I spent my time with my goodfriends of mine. Where? Picnic at Botanic Garden! So wassup with my tagbox? Go and look it yourself! =)



It's just a simple picnic with a simple foods. Thanks AK for the drinks. Thanks Sabby for the marshmallow and thanks Arm for??? And I brought 'homemade' cookies from home. Just a simple picnic for catching up.





Next,headed to Wisma and chilled at Starbucks. We shared our opinions,problems and alot of things together that day/night. Well,everyone has their own problems and responsiblity. It's normal stuff yeah.



I'm happy with my life now. Eventhough someone wants to see me down or sad. She/he,is so jealous of me cause,I'm happy and I got my own life. Talking like that,won't affect me. She/he will talk and talk like one mad person who cannot see me happy with my life. It really tickles me when I see mad person type tis; Wani: Wanna fight..see you on 14 May. This person is so childish and wanna ask you,how old are you,WANI? Haha. Like my mom always said,"Gasak kau lah,nak. Buat ape yng patut"

Reply to tag:

Hanafee: NO NO. She is not my friend. Infact,she is not that cool to be my friend. =) I don't friend this type of attitude girl and CHILDISH.

Wani: Yawnnn,you bore me A LOT!! Can't be bother with you,sick head!

Dyla: Thanks Dyla. Tu pun klw dier berani enough to face me. Bunyi mcm pengecut je. Mcm same bloody person.

Shira: Thank you. Haha. ULU KANGKANG? LOL. Funny sia. Mane tau amsih pakai,kain batik or seluar pendek?Ikat siput with sanggul pastu nak fight pakai,tarik2 rambut. LOL. And yeah. Semakin dilayan semakin sakit hati dier tu. PHD lah otak dier. ;) Sayang awak!

...I don't care what you thinking...

I don't know how this 'WANI' or whatever her/his name is come to my blog,I'm not too sure. Love creating trouble and think that I'm gonna cry for that? Noway. If you don't adore my beautiful face here,please get out of this blog and don't come again. You a such a an awful girl/guy who have no shame put your name at my tag and tag just to make me feel down? Eh,member,salah orang lah,belo! I don't know where you put your face at. Maybe behind your fridge at your home? Yeah,I guess so. Only,rude people will do this kind of stuff. Got nothing better things to do,I guess. Busuk hati! If you think you are goddamn clever and you think you get into poly,go ahead lah. Go on. Why,bother about my life? Klw nak cari gaduh,not at my blog sister/brother,come straight to my face and say what you want to say.Coward? Coward like some people! Look,when,aku tak cari masalah kat orang,you better stay out of my life. You don't know about me and I don't know bout you too,so better shoo before everything become worst. So what,if I can't get into poly,I'm not dying yet! I'm not troubling you. I'm not your friend. I'm not your relative and I'm not using your money to school me. I'm lousy,well,so what? Don't tell me you are jealous of me? Ask your parents to teach you some manners first before coming here and shoot me. Calling people bitch is not good. Look yourself in the mirror first ok. One advise,brush your teeth and clean yourself,you are so FILTHY with dirt all around you! YIKES. =)

Thanks friend,cousin,and adek for the tag. She/he can't do anything. Kill me,I dare you!

...MY BLOG. MY SAY. YOU LIKE IT OR NOT,IT'S MY BLOG. JUST BERAMBUS IF YOU DON'T LIKE MY POST,CAN?...

"To think that I will forgive you just like that,maybe in your bloody dream!"

I wonder,not many people are so lucky and fortunate. Some,who are lucky enough to enter to their dream school because of their hardwork. While some,get thier own dream school because of the word luck or fortunate enough even their merit not as good as the people who have worked hard. But,how about the people who gained good merit but didn't get anything? How they count and how they actually look at the merit,I myself,not so sure. But,to solve this,they have to take another alternatives way. That is into the private school. Yes,they can,I can,we can enroll in,but the question is,how much?

Yes. How much? Can they cope with a year of studies,just to get the diploma cert? What if they can't cope and failed,how bout the money that they have already paid? Just wasted down the drain. Maybe we shouldn't think negatively,but this is the consequences that we should think. And now,the question is,can I?

Just see how. People say,study with your heart and mind open. But mine,I opened my mind but not my heart. How. Ouh,in dilemma..

...a kid can fully understand what I am talking about,but people like you,will never understand what I've just/already said. Get this in your head,cause you irritate me more and more now!..

"..wishing and dreaming doesn't mean concentrating on what you don't have,it's positive thinking that encourages hoping and believing,not whinging and moaning.."-Cecelia Ahern;If You Could See Me Now-

I should have sing a song today at Karaoke room. Hisy!
I can't think and my brain is block. Argh!
I don't know what I feel too.
Haiz.
Bye.

...I just don't understand why?...

Yesterday was just me,Sabby and AK hanging out at MacD and I had my double choc. =) People are getting busier but me,I'm not a worker nor a student. But soon to be a student in 2 months time. Insyaallah. Maybe I'm going to switch course soon. There's a BUT... I just scared that I can't cope with my new course. Well,we just see how.

Thanks to elder sister for the donuts and I do take a picture of the donuts cause I'm bored. Laugh Out Loud!





Also,I do take some pictures of the flower outside my house and the scenery from my house. I just took it for fun not for any other purpose. Haha.







It's so greennn.. =)
And I can see guys playing soccer every weekends and I seldom watch them play lah cause they are not good enough. Hehe. Opps.
Home,is the safest place on earth!
And I wanna go to holiday,alone!
Anyone?

....when the sun goes off and everything is so dark,I just hope that the moon can bring me the light to accompany me during the night...

I got a one secret. My friend and I have the same thought. We can actually read each other's mind and that friend of mine is Sabby! Yeah! Ouh well,I don't know what to blog.

Ouh anw,I would like to watch this movie which will be in the cinema soon. Not because of Zac Efron ok. I hate him. YIKEZ. =)



These days,I spent my time either at home or hanging out with the friends. Being single meaning being happy go lucky. I can jump,I can go out and went back home any time I want. No one will msg or scold me like before. Free and I love the way I am,free from heart pain! Wheelie wheelie pom pom!

I saw this guy in the train yesterday wearing shades and I love his appearence,it's kind of cool. :)

Apart from that,I won't give up,no matter how many times I fall down. Keep trying cause this is the only way for me to be successful? Yeah.To those people who are in the same boat as me,don't worry cause like Sabby's said,He has better plan for us. So keep on trying and smile all the way!!! =)

...and I want to be that LAST girl...

I regard this as a challenge for me.
There's always an alternative way to solve this.
Stop asking me. It hurts me so much.
I will try and comfort myself.
Try. Let's see,if I can handle this all by myself.
What more can I say,if the chances that we have is so little.
What more can I say,that I've tried my very best and I'm proud to have what I'm having now?
Embarrassed? Why should I embarassed. I don't care what people might say to me cause this is what I got. This is what I achieve so far.
Competition is everywhere. We can just compete and compete but they look for the better ones.
Giving them chance and see what they can do and learnt.
As for us,this is just a beginning.
I'm not going to stop here and I'm gonna grab that opportunity that I have now infront of me.
People can say,I'm a loser but they just see the front view of me,but they aren't able to see the inside view of me. They can talk,they can say,they can speak,but in the end,no one lose and no one win. Equal.
It's just tired. Tired of hearing and tired of talking. It's equal.
I would like to hear a good news from them.
I'll pray that.
Amin.

...It's just the waterfall from my eyes that accompany me when I'm alone. No one but the waterfalls...

Hello April! It's 2nd day of April and I spent my 1st April with my favourite ladies yeterday. So,Dyla,Sabby and I went back to Dover to receive the award (in cheque) which they asked us to come within 1st April till 9th April on the letter. Once done,we headed to VivoCity to catch the Confession Of A Shopaholic! After finished discussing we agreed to take at 7pm show and while waiting for the time,we had our late lunch with Dyla! Dyla,aku rindu kauuu..



This picture before Dyla goes off. Thought of going to the Kepple Bay Bridge,but it's quite faraway and decided to U-turn to Vivo instead. We bought half-a-dozen donuts and I brought my homemade brownies and as you can see,they are all so chcolatey and the ladies and I loved um!













We killed the time by listening to Julia's stories,eating the donuts and brownies. By 630pm off to buy drinks (we can't decide whether we shld buy the drinks or not,girlsss.) and waited again till 7pm till the seats are open.








Confession of A Shopaholic was a 2 thumbs up movie! I love Isla Fisher and I certainly love Rebecca Bloomwood! She's like Mrs Bean in the movie and her characters makes us laughed non-stop with my tears of joy! It's worth watching I tell you. =) Shopping with me,anyone?? Heehee.



Luckily,mom did not nag at me yesterday cause I reached home at 1015pm. Hehe. Sayang mak and bapak.. :) And of course,sayang kawan-kwan aku. I love my holidays so much cause,it is really well spent. *winks winks*

Tommorow will be the day. Wish me luck and goodluck friends... *heart thumping*

...The girl in a green scarf-COAS-...