Double Chocolate time with J and Sabby after school! I'm craving for that Double Chocolate since last week. Thanks to both of them for accompanied me there. We've been chatting about stuff and our plan for 9 August. Yesh. I plan to spend my free time with my friends now since I'm free. Everything we did was so fast. At 8 pm, it's home sweet home time. Double Chocolate,you are the withness of everything. The past and the present and aslo gonna be the future. Double Chocolate are LOVED. I realised I've been coming home late almost everyday and I'm so tired and happy at the same time. =)

I slept preety late yesterday dued to the report draft that need to show to her. I'm sure the rest of my group members slept late yesterday too. Today,we planned to come to school at 930 instead of 830 and suprisingly,each of us came at evry 5 minutes. What a coincidence and I think she have suspected that we planned to come late today. As usual. JCS,sape nk pegi layan? =)

My heart is as empty as the cup above. I'm not a strong girl,but somehow I managed to be strong. Deep inside my heart there's this feeling but I just stay with my principle. I'm sorry if my mood this week isn't as cheerful like last time. I'll be back next week,Insyaallah.

Dark Night,when can I watch that Joker? =)




That girl is Linda.She SBNA. =)

I'm getting sick. Headache. Heart pain. Mental problems I think.
But,since friends has been always beside me and give me motivation and also my dear dear siblings, I'm back on my feet. I don't think I need a guy now or till I reached 23. I WANT TO BE SINGLE FOREVER,CAN?

I think I wanna have my double chocolate tml. Please.



My eyes swollen because of you.
My mind went blank because of you.
My heart shattered because of you.
I'm getting sick because of you.
I just hope I won't see your face again.
I'm an EGO person. No one stop me for being an EGO person.

This is it. It's over between us.
Thanks for everything,the love and etc.
From making me a one happy girl to a sad girl. Thanks a lot.
It's my fate and I'm closing this chapter once again.
I won't easily look back and melt with the begging that you did.
Once it's over means it's over. I gave you many chances but you screwed up.
Appreciate everything that you did to me.

Love hurt a lot.
Guys all the same.(minority)
You built me up and tear me down.
Now,I understand the real feel of being hurt.
I cried enough and I don't want to continue to cry. Let's us go seperate ways. This is not my decision but instead it's yours. Don't ever beg for the decision you've made. It sucks.

To friends,tahnks again.I'm gonna be ok. I'm gonna heal my heart slow and steadily. Now,it's time to focus more on my studies.

God,if this is some kind of test,I accept it. I'll be strong cause you are here,with me. Thanks,siblings. =)

I can't describe my feelings and what mood I'm having now. Just wonder and wonder what's gonna happen next. I'm confused and I wish I can be like a bird,fly freedomly outside. Ouh I wished!

Just a simple question and you can't answer it. Thank You.
I thought you know me better now but it seems that you don't know me that well. Thank You.
How my reaction looked like? No. You don't know. Instead I'm the one been looking at your reactions.
You made me hoping for the best. And you also make my heart went shattered today. just a BIG THANK YOU.
If you think that relationship is by asking back the question and talking about breaking up,then you are wrong,MR. Definitely WRONG. Thank YOU.

Today,for the first time in my ITE life,I shed tears in front of my adore friends. I hold my tears back when I'm infront of you until you left me without saying goodbye to me and with your what-a-face. You didn't even reply goodbye to me when I said to you. Thank You.

I just hope I'm not your last person in your list. FYI,if you think everything you do is PRIVATE,why you have a gf? Who I am to you? Just a trunk or your gf? Think carefully,boy. I don't deserve this. I don't need a ______ in my life. Thank YOU.

Im so lucky to have my friends beside me just now. I shouldn't have doing something like that. I should be a really strong girl because I've promised myself not to cry for guy. But I'm such a loser. Thank You friends for being there and for lending me your listening ears to me. Having a friends is whole lot fun! =) I'm ok cause I still
have my family who loved me a lot. I miss my mother just now. =(

Aloha,gd afternoon everyone. Spent my Friday and Saturday preety well. Friday,I have to do what I suppose to do. Doing some payback. *Paham-paham ajekan eh.* Enjoying every single time watching TV and surfing,the usual stuffs. Gol and Ginju was great. Although I've watched it like 3 times? Yeah. Thank you mother,for the delicious foods you've been cooking and especially my favourite dishes. Yum2. =) Friday night,watching TV with the family was just great and disturbing the 2 sis and mother. Dad as usual,went to the mosque to perform prayers there and abang,still I don't know what to say. Haiz. The house not as noisy a before. And that's how I spent my Friday.

Come Saturday,which was yesterday,went to the GIG organised by 2 of my friends,Sabby and AK. I supported them only and that was my first time going such GIG. There's always a first time for anything. They were like busy conducted meetings and stuff and I think their hardworks paid off yesterday. I came with my fav boy but before that we went to have our late lunch over at IMM. Reached at the hall and while we were walking to the hall, I just don't know why people kept looking at us in a STRANGE way. Do we looked familiar to them? Or,because of we were extra cool yesterday? Or the other way round? Heck care. We were cool yesterday. =D Ok,the GIG started around 5/5.30 pm and I thought we were supposed to stand up but majority of us were sitting down and I thought it's really convinient to sit down yesterday. The performing band was great only 2 bands I dislike most. No name's mentions. The into-the-rock-audiences were haeadbanging and doing some rock dance I think and that I scared most. Luckily,the security there was tight! The songs that I recognised was by Paramore,Bon Jo Vi,Hush Sound,Saosin,30STM,Muse. I think tts all,I can remembered. But the boy wanted to hear Maroon 5 or atleast Peterpan's songs,but none. I did enjoyed everything and I was restless when it ended at 930pm. I kept complaining at him about this and that and what's important is,we did spent quality time together in a noisy place. GREAT,huh. ;D I reached home at 10.30pm.





Sunday,most likely to be a boring day ever. Take Care,peepz. ;)

It's raining tonight. It's so sudden and it's rain cats and dogs. Ayaya. Unexpected. Rain rain go away. Come again another day. Eh no. Don't go away. You make my room cooling. Come back come back!!! =) Ok,crapz.

I need to change my skins soon cause some readers can't read my post. It got said bandwidth exceeded. Ok,now it's time for me to search for the new skins. *Jumps around*

Jcs,I came late and my group members called me star karat and Aida,my groupleader said,"Late as usual" Well,I woke up late and what to do,I hate that JCS. =) But I pity one of my friend. He was from the other group and his group members didn't turn up for the group discussion with the teacher. Left him all by himself. Alone. I wonder why the rest of the group members didn't turn up. Where are their responsiblity? He can't be doing all the projects all by himself right? What,expect him to do all thier task? That's so pathetic. I pity him and I feel like asking him join in our group. All the best with your group, friend. =)

SAD,we didn't do nothing but played UNO and computers games. Our Lab has finished and all the computers was doing some formating. Yeah so we played UNO cards and when Gremar came,we quickly hide the cards under our lab book and pretend that we were reading the book. Until,he came to us and asked,"Have you done your work?" And we said,"YESH!! You marked already" He was about to take the book away from our table when one of the cards has shown it's identity. We burst out laughing and I laughed till tears drop down my cheeks. We were like one of the characters in the cartoon. Haha.. Mr Gremar,I'm not crying but, it's tears of joy. =)

I'm extra tired and no energy. Should I cut my hair? Cause Julia asked me to cut my fringe cause it's getting longer. Should I cut or should I not cut? I told dear,I lazy to cut my hair and he just shook his head. Booo. =D

Yippie! Tomorrow no school and I can't wait for saturday. ;) I support for their hardworks! K,enough,take care people n n n I miss you. <3





That's my long fringe. Hehe.

Doing JCS project now. Tomorrow need to be show the manual to the teacher in-charge. What am I going to write eh? Hmm. I did and at the same time I side track a bit. Went to friendster,blog and now blogging. Hehe. Do it slow and steady like malay people said,"Cari ilham". Ish takder kene mengene. =)

School has been great this week. As usual,I'm not looking forward to Thursday but I'm so excited on Tuesday and Wednesday. These two days can really make me so the ouh ouh. But I can't really accept it when ppl started to play around with other's head. That's rude. Please don't do that on girls's head,can? =) Just now test is an ok ok for me. I can do, but the first question is so terrible. You want Partition or Logical drive? They don't know to ask question in a proper way sey. K,nemind. It's over and done with it already. It's always the girls to finish up Last. =) I like phase test cause,we are like fishmonger calling out for the customer. "Teacher" here and there. HAHHA.. Very noisy.

I've got another 5 days left. Insyallah. I think I'm off for my project now. Dunnow what else to type about.

I miss you every single secs. Glad having you around. =)

At times,the words dissappoint me.
At times,I don't know why?
At times,I tried to make it as if it's normal.
At times,I feel like shouting but I don't want anyone to hear.
But everything is fine now. I hope there's no more things like that.
Making promises is easy said then being done.
I wish this is not going to happen again like yesterdays.
If I'm wrong,I'm Sorry.

Linda,Saying HELLO. =)

Friday. How I wished if Friday is a school day. So that I won't be sitting at home all day. But the good thing is,I can rest the wholeday at home. Rest my mind and also rest my body especially when my left hip start to ache again. Feel like taking a metal pole and beat my hip really hard.

I said ok. But actually I'm in a mood of resting at home. Since the pain is coming back. There's always next time. Sorry.

When I heard the printer gone crazy and spoilt,my blood rush through my head and I went like crazy girl. Yes! I need printer for my projects tt's still havent touched yet. Geram to the king kong say aku.
ARGHHHHHH!!! I'm sad. I'm furious. Thanks for making me go crazy just for the spoilt printer. Thanks ehh.

When I'm sad I think of you. When I'm losing my self I think of you. Your image is in my memory. I love you truck loads.

Sayang semuanye. Bye. =)

What a sleepy day and borrrrring day today. I woke up and draged my feet to the toilet and with my sleepy eyes I took my shower. After I shower,I slowly put on my school uniform and slowly put on my contacts,combed my hair,looking at the mirror and wondering what gonna happen in school today. Drank a glass of hot milk and off to school. I was late and decided to take LRT and it's damn packed and those nyonyas and apeks don't seem to understand or maybe they can't see whether the LRT is crowd or not. Push people anyhow. Bleargh! Ok. Thought of alighting at Dover MRT but I'm such a lazy bump wanted to sit down so I alighted at Jurung East and took bus number 197. Of course there's empty sit and too bad traffic jam. I slept for a while. Alighted and walked slowly to the class and bump into Mus with his loud MP3 player. Enter the class with a few people inside. Dyla and Sabrina and some chinese people have reached. Step into the class and sleep for a while and I kept saying,"ngantok ar" JCS is boring and the project is so heavy and I'm lazy. That's true. Lazy to do report! Lazy to do research. Too bad,it's graded and like it or not,I should involve and contribute.

JAVA test. I studied a bit due to yesterday Anugerah Band final concert. I thought X-tech won but Rancour won. But Rancour is not bad also. =) Back to the test. It's MCQ questions and I did quite ok lor. Didn't expect any high marks. Lazy to think about that. The whole class seemed to copy each other. What to do. Last minute test. Next Tuesday another practical test. AYOYO.

I should back up and focus more. It's my final year and I want to impress my parents as well as my family about my results. Attachment is in next 3 months and I'm not ready yet. Exams is in 2 months time and SAD theory I can't catch up. Back up LINDA.

Stress? There's always Julia's UNO cards. I'm so dalam-kehairanan,why I always won first like in a row? Hehehehehe. And I saw couple of group from first year batch played UNO as well. HOW SIBUK THEY CAN BE? Khai said,we past down the card generation to them. Play other cards can? =) I won again when I played again after school. Hehehe. So Julia,please don't get jealous alright. HUHU. ;)

Another way to relieved stress is to sleep. Like AK said. By sleeping all problems can be solved in one day. I've tried and it's true. ;)

This question is stuck in my head right now. Why do people change from good to bad to worse?

Ouh anws,I'm soo addicted to "That's not my name" =)

Such a long post huh. It's wordy but who cares,I typed and it's my finger that typed those words. You read or not,that's ur choice. Taking Care people. ;)

Happy 19th Birthday,Sabrina
I get u lemon tea can? Since u loved it so much. Hehe. =)

First day of school and it's a total bore. Monday Blues and i'm in holiday mood still. Just hope tommorow is a better day. =)

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY DYLA!
Stay preety as always and I'll see you on Monday,preetyhead. =)

It's GET SMART day today. It's an hilarious movie and there's lots of cute scenes. I like when HIRO nakamura walks with his partner. I kept laughing through the movie. It's a two thumbs up movie.

It's our last week of school holiday and next week back to square number 1. Push push and study study all the way. Today is our last day of outing and no more outing after that. Naik lemak aku every week asyik kluar jek.. HEHEHE. I enjoyed every single outing and of course the holiday itself. Still counting for 2 ppl's birthday. 5 and 7 july. =)

I never felt this happy before.
I got complete family,friends and also him.
=)

And and to my dear dear friend of mine. I hope u will stay strong for whatever happened ok. Life must still go on and hey u still got me me me. Just focus on ur life alrite. =) We will meet when we are free. =)

Hey,I updated. Night-night. (Please sleep early and dun sleep early morning.) =)