Monday, March 31, 2008

Just came back from my neighbour house and I swear that,her baby is so cute and adorable. When mom and mom meet,they will talk non-stop and they talk about deliver babies and stuff. Scarry and geli lah. Ishk. Mom asked me whether I want to carry the baby but the baby is so "fragile" I scared that the bones will dislocate or something. I'm rough ok. Anak orang tuu.. =) Unless if the baby is like 5 to 7 months old. She's just 1 month old,what u expect? Hehe.

Ok dokie. I don't know whether to cut my hair or cut fringe? Which one is better? Fringe or hair? Heh. Or shud I just let my hair growing longer? I don't know. =) I spent time with my mom watching a dvd till 3 am. Woke up like around 11 plus today and slacking around at the living room with my mom and adek and she told us some sort of old stories. How our family before this and how my aunt and unlce met during their young age. Weird but I enjoyed listening to her. =) Time check now is 530pm and I'm sooo damn sleepy.

Ouh,I need to update my songs in my MP3. =)

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Happy 19th Birthday to Akid Taufiq. Q or K. Doesn't make any different kan. Hehehe. Ok,so,akid I just hope u enjoy ur birthday today and may all ur dreams come true. May god blessed u. =) But still,kau tua daripada aku. Huahua.

Don't know what to update. It's like everyday i update and I dun have any idea to update now. Erghh. Anyway,I shud really close the book lah,but there's one thing I don't understand,whenever I want to close all the chapters,that one person will always on my mind. Dang! I miss looking at that person. How that person walk,smile,the list goes on. But I have to forget and move on. I promise her to really really have this deal going on. I must end/kill this chapter. =)

Shakina,I miss you. Glad u have that thing and it is easier for me to communicate with you. I really miss u and ur school will start in 2 weeks time? Yeah. Lets meet up. Not to forget Mr Hafish too. =)

Till then have a nice day. Today is very bad dae. Lets change song. =D

Friday, March 28, 2008



At last,I get to see them at MCafe today and I so misses them so much. Although I went there for just a while,but I can lepaskan rindu sekejap. So sorry that I stayed for awhile but hey we can meet again. Insyaallah. =)

I think I'm gonna have my big panda eyes soon. I spotted black eye around my eyes and thanks to me. I'm having a sleeping problems. I'm up on my bed,closing my eyes and in split of seconds I opened my eyes again. I rolled myself to the left and right it didn't work either. I stared at the ceiling and I see nothing (obvious kan linda.) I talked to myself but it didn't work. So ended up,I did not sleep and stare blankly up on the ceiling. Night dreaming of me and my future. First thing I ask myself is,"What will happen to me when I'm graduating?" "What will happen to me and all my friends?" "Do we still keep in touch together till our busy days?" "Where is my happiness when I'm getting older and older" So many question so little time. Maybe this, "What happen if I die at this young age?" OMG. I just don't want to think about this but,I really don't knoe,these question keep poping out of my mind.
I really need a sleeping pill.

I'm not ready with anyone yet (like as if I have one like that). I have made a deal with someone close and we will challenge throughout the 2nd year. Let's make life simple. I always remember this quote pardon me for the malay,"Orang baik-baik akan mendapat pasangan yang baik-baik." Look around you and know them inside out. Sooner or later,you will know the true colours of peoples' background. The next step is really up to you to decide. Just don't fall into their trap. That's DANGER!

P.S I turn off guys with piercing,metrosexual,bad temper,sweet talker and unsupportive. Even they are cute,I'll look them twice. =)

Thursday, March 27, 2008

I promise this song will be up for a while only. This song has been stuck in my head since Monday. =)

Kutuliskan kesedihan
Semua tak bisa kau ungkapkan
Dan kita kan bicara dengan hatiku

Buang semua puisi
Antara kita berdua
Kau bunuh dia sesuatu
Yang kusebut itu cinta

Chorus:
Yakinkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku?

Sadarkan aku Tuhan
Dia bukan milikku
Biarkan waktu waktu
Hapus aku?

But still,I'm craving for Bandung and an Apple pie. =(

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Being a typical Singaporean is best thing ever and I'm loving it very much. =)
It started when my sis heard someone crying and shouting like mad outside the window and I thought it's like normal thing like husband-and-wife-fighting over small matters. But no,the noise was getting louder and louder and we took peek at the window and saw crowds at the carpark. So my family and I exclude mom,went to to the rubbish chute to see what happened. Not only us also the neighbours heading towards the rubbish chute and asking each other "what happened? who sia" So,we kept on looking and saw couple of police cars and an ambulance outside the carpark. Well,for the first ever time in my life I saw 2 police arrested one chinese guy and handcuffed him and put him inside the car. My dad kept on saying that someone must have died. Someone have been murdered by him. Aww,that's gross and scaryyy.

Woah,not only that,I saw fews makcik with their sarongs or so-called pyjamas were like jakoning there and aunties and unlce too. Erm,being a kaypo that's us,Singaporean. Want to know what's happening. Weird. But who cares anw. Well,this incidents happened on Monday at 10.00 pm and because of this I missed some part of Heroes. Wth.

I just finished watching Transformer just now and the effect is really cool and those robots is kinda cute. Abang,brought the DVD home and now I started to watch? There's lots of DVD that I haven't watch and most of the movies are all about ghost. Hate it. The last time I stepped into the cinema when I watched Simpsons. Now,need to reconsider because 1st thing,no money and 2nd thing is abang will be bringing the latest movie every friday till weekends so,might as well I wait for the free DVD. =)

I'm craving for Bandung and an Apple Pie.

Monday, March 24, 2008

Hmm,the wheather now is wonderful with angin bertiupan seribu bahase. =)
Ok,today as usual,I woke up pretty late cause,I tend to sleep late nowadays. Yesterday,watched Barclays soccer match,Man U vs. Liverpool. I'm not into soccer but since I'm bored I watched it. First goal,West Brown. Second goal,Ronaldo and the third goal,Nani. I smiled ear to ear cause Man U score sia. Msged Raida and we all happy that her fav player scored. I msged her saying that the 2nd goal gonna be ronaldo and she had this impression that Man U gonna scored 3-0. Yeah. To you,I knoe u sad cause liverpool lose! Hehe. =)

Next game was the Arsenal vs. Chelsea and abnag and I thought that the Arsenal will win and the did. 2-1. So,ended up me and abang slept at 2 am. Thanks for that one person who msged me late at night while we watching the match and in the end you slept first. Thanks eh. =) Next match I'm gonna watch and screamed at the window when the club scores a goal.

Get free coca cola zero yesterday and it tasted really nice. Buy it. =) Have this coca cola while you watch the soccer match! It helps.

Till then have a nice day peeeeeeeeps. =D Lets hear this.......

Saturday, March 22, 2008

It's raining outside and the house looks dark and the sound of the thunder makes me scared. I'm alone at the living room here while the rest are doing their own things in their own room. I bet,adek is playing her laptop right now. Abang,maybe resting or watching t.v or maybe playing computer in his room. I don't knoe and I don't care pun. Hee. =) It's saturday, and I've got 3 more weeks of my holiday and I'm bored to death. Everyday,I will do the same old routines. Like,watching TV,DVD marathon,surfing the net,chatting with friends,listening songs and the list will continue. Yeah,that's called,LINDA's Holiday! =)

The house is no longer cheerful. I always did the stupid noise,but not anymore. I always talked crap,but not anymore. All,I did was I typed above all by myself. Like I said,I did stupid things at home. I'm looking forward for nothing. I guess. Not anymore. School? Ah,wait long long to to go to school. Furthermore,the class will be no longer like IT1A,with the boys 'menyakat' pompuan. Hope to get the same old classmate again. I'm tired of saying 'hey,my name is Nur Haslinda. What's your name?' Arghh. Not until I left my the campus and moved on to another. :)

I finished reading an English novel called "TWINS". A book of identical twins being control by their other part. One is a lesbian and another is a basketball player. One is smart,sweet and polite another is rebellious towards everything. They have parents but their parents always thinks about their jobs and neglected their twins. Sometime,I think,it's better for the parents to go to work. =) But,that's not my parents.

I wanna watch Step Up 2! Abang said,the company does't take that movie! =( Sad. Abang will be bringing the movie P.S I love you soon. =)

Alrite then. I still owed the blog and gmail for the sentosa pictures. Just look at the pictures,aite.









Lovely sunset. I must say. That's all folk. The rest I'll send through gmail.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

I think my life is such a BORE. I felt empty and when I don't,other's not happy. I tried to talk but I felt like as if I talk to the wall. No smile on your face and what should I do now? Cry? What,cry infront of you? No way. I hold back my tears when I'm infront of you. I pretend to be strong but no,I'm not strong. I cried when noone's in the room. I don't deserve this and everytime I woke up,I wish you talk to me but the silence that you make can upset me. I never said 'promise' to anyone. Why this things happen to me always?

I missed the outing and the fun that was planned before exams. I have to let go. To you guys who are involve,I'M SORRY. I knoe you had fun w/o me. =) I always wish I'm in your position but I can't.

My life is such a bore and to you,I'm sorry. If this makes you happy,I'll let go and become homefreek. =(

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I missed you guys. Keep in touch. =)

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Yesterday picnic at Sentosa was a blast! Thanks to everyone who came down yesterday and thanks to Akid Taufiq,for planning this trip. *bow* Hehe. I'm expecting more people from our class to come and join in the fun but,only 9 people turned up.It's ok,we had fun but the other's did not. =)

As usual,I met Mus and waited for Akid at my void deck and off we go and take bus number 963. Here's the problem start when,the bus driver did not on the air-con and I was sweating all over. But,I tried to endure till my head started to spin and my at that poin of time,I'm hungry! So do Mus. So we grabbed our meal there and met Muneera,Ayid and Dyla too.There's always someone who is extremely late. Heh. It was drizzling when we reached at the Pahlawan beach and it stopped after few minutes. We brought foods from home and thanks to Nurdin for buy 3 bottled of water. The sun was scorching at us and I can feel the heat. We sat in a circle and the boys vs girls of bulding the highest sandcastle!It was really fun despite the burning sun. The rest of them went back to swim and left with Sabby and I. We explored the beach from one end to another with our bare footed. Took pictures and we didn't realised that we were walking on a hot surfaces. So we ran to the nearest toilet and washed our feet. How silly we were. =) Dyla,Nurdin and I played UNO card and I tried to win but Dyla seems to be an expert playing the UNO card. Sabby then join us and I get to win! Hehe. =) Sowrie for the sand in your mouth Nurdin,it wasa gift for you,actually. Muahahaha.

We camwhore and took the tram for sightseeing and I snapped a beautiful sunset. Off to harbour front and grabbed our dinner. After the dinner,I left the 6 people and went home with Ruby and Muneera. Took MRT and home sweet home at 930. I missed the wild wild wet and thanks eh,for the hand interlock! We were crazy yesterday but it was decent crazy. =) Missed you people. The pictures will be uploaded soon at blog and at gmail.

I saw my uncle yesterday and I was so shocked.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

Yesterday,accompanied sis to Ngee Ann poly to purchase her notebook. I saw Hafish and we chatted awhile cause he have some work to do. Ouh,how I missed that guy. Hafish,we must meet up soon and do some catching up aite. =)

How I wish I can help people who is really in need,I mean people who attitude is like ****. But,they got their own parents to handle the case. Hope,they think what they are doing. I myself is not perfect too. Just say,before they do anything that as if "terror",they should at least think the consequences and their parents. I heard,I sad. I didn't expected that a cute little child when grows up become an idiot? Ishk2. How patehtic. K,enough.

Do guys get overly jeolous easily? Do girls get emotional easily? Do bapok get jeolous and emotional easily? Hmm,these can't be answer right.

Taking care people. =)

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Yesterday was the end and today,this is just the begining. Begin of 5 weeks of holiday!!

Our last paper was an average for me. And all I know is to finish up the paper and go crazy like a mad girl. Hakz. After the advisor collected our paper,I looked at the back and Sabby and I did the Yetaa sign. LOL. (yetaa my version) At last,exams finished and we've planned a lot of outing together. I just can't wait lah. After school,head over to Queensway and have our lunch there with the Bujang-not-so-Lapok. It's raining cats and dogs these days and we had to wait till the rain to stop,but hopeless. Waited and talked and disturbed Ayid's laugh. Run to the nearest busstop and we all wet a lil bit and left me alone,cause I had to meet up my adek. Yeah,rain heavily and I think I'm gonna have a flu soon. Hehe. No more hanging out together at the Jurung library with our waffles and shared can drinks.

Yesh,semester 2 has ended and left with great and bad memories of us as classmates. How we met for the first day of school. How we made jokes at Mustaqim for being an anti-social guy. How we really get closed as a classmates. As days goes by and I realised these bunch of friends is really cool people. They got their own personality,from 'kakak-kakak',bubbly,flirty,sacrastic to quiet one. Different personality that come naturally and not from following other's. Now,I missed them already and I just hope we will meet up soon aite. Time goes by really fast and in April,we become the 2nd year already. 1st year,has taught me how to make friends. Making friends with the other level and as for me,I took it very slowly. What can I say,I'm a shy yet friendly girl. Heh. Having a crush for my school mate is really teaching me to be patient. Yeah,I know,in the end I lost,but hey that's experience. Hee. It's normal for us to have a secret admire,right. Lost and yet,I'm strong. =) Jokes and us can't be seperated. We will laugh at stupid jokes made by our friends. Still,I remembered Akid's the mystery bola ping pong. Our first ever outing! The names that we created,Wild Wild Wet,Orig 6 and Winkers. Haha. I'm just hoping that these name won't be change when we all enter in year 2!



My mom's 51th Birthday. Suppossingly it's for my mom,but sister put dad also has a birthday combination of mom and dad. Thankz for the cupcake!





It's the best picture of Wild Wild Wet!



And last but not least......



I just can't wait for the next week's outing. Lets go out and take fresh air from the sea and Step up 2,here I come! Weehoo. To all tertiary students Happy Holiday! =)
*peace*

Monday, March 10, 2008

One more paper to go and Holiday here I come!
After wednesday,i think I wanna shout,Yetaa!! I lurve ITE.
5 weeks of holiday,what you expect? It's either,u go out with frens or do something stupid at home. That's my way! =D

Happy 51th birthday to Mak! May Tuhan panjangkan umurmu ye. Amin.
Mom's bday is on 9/3/....

I'll do a proper update after wednesday!

Friday, March 07, 2008


When everythings is in messed,there's only one group of people that can return the smile back,FRIENDS. They can share opinions,joy,sad and lots more. So,today,we sat down seperately in the bus and all we can do is laugh! Laugh till tears running tru my cheeks and laugh till one man looked at us with this kind of look. Eya. In the end we sat down quietly and till we reach to our destination.

It's really great day today cause we had this closing book celebration. We had ice-cream and we hanged out at this kind of cozy place with songs being played on the radio. I found a song that's really makes me want to close my book. We talked about future and make a lame joke out of it.

Today,on 7 March 2008,I declare that I will close this chapter of mine and gonna open a new chapter. I just hope that this new chapter is all about happiness. It's not about me always but also about my friends too! I dedicated this song just for you,dude! Just for you. Hope your chapter of your life will be great! =)





This 2 people really can make me crazy! Whether in class,canteen,going school or after schoool! But,without these gerls,my life is boring as ever. Since last April till now,we really clicked with each other. I just can't wait for holiday,girlF!

Later,headed down to NUH to visit my aunt. I pity her and hopefully,she can fully recover yeah! My fingers started to ache. Thanks to Apek. =D



To all students from my campus,goodluck for this coming exams. Mine is on Monday and Wednesday.

"JUST REMEMBER THERE'S ALWAYS KARMA"

Thursday, March 06, 2008

I'm glad when friends of mine is happy for me. But,I don't give high hopes for anything that can't be true. Aite. Don't want history to come back like last tyme. I'm fed-up of it. But,thanks gerlf,for the kecohness of u all,sampai terhungging2? HAHA. =D I'm gonna move slow and steady. I wanna see what I wanna see. My expectations is high but I do give people a chance. See how ehk. *smiles-from-ear-to-ear*

Today,we had OAC meeting and all the seniors got a special cards written by us. We played water-bomb inside the room and I'm lucky enough because I didn't get wet! *clap-hands* I'm very happy tho. Sore eyes,sore eyes GO AWAY! =( Get well soon LINDA's eyes! =D

Partly,I'm stress and I skipped my meal since Monday. Now,my body is like no enrgy and I felt low and when I'm eating,I started to feel full. What to do. =(

Mood: Happy and SAD.

Monday, March 03, 2008

What do you feel,when you were being followed by an unknown Idiot man? I really mean IDIOT MAN. It happened when Dyla and I was on the way back home and found out that this Indian Idiot man followed us and we thought that he just walked around the Interchange,but then we realised that he was following us. Damn! He was at the back and when we stop,he stopped too! We were too scared and decided to hide near the ATM machine and I went to check him out and when I saw him coming back at us,I ran and I did cried a bit. My legs were trembling as well as my body. We saw him again going down the escalator and in few minutes we saw him coming up AGAIN! Dyla and I,went down straight and walk till we found the hiding spot! We looked as though we were the "WANTED" running away from crazy man. Yikezz! We spent like half an hour at the interchange until we decided to go home and at the same time looked-out for that FUGLY man! I just wanted to say,Syukur Alhamdullilah,that we were save.

And and and,I did save one man's wallet. But,sadly,there's no appreciation given. Just an "ouh". But it's ok,I did have good "nawaitu" Heh. Dyla, u shud be the one who took it and give it to that man,not me. =D

Lunch time,the girls went crazy. It started when I told them the "what if" story about me and the partner. Haha. Since,it's Monday blues,I made them laugh-like-no-one-bussiness. Some guys from other table trying to challenge our laugh! And,please eh,they got a very BAD laugh. EEEYA!

Sunday, March 02, 2008

Good afternoon,earth!

I need two bars of chocolate right now. Chocolate ice-cream,chocolate cake and chocolate drinks can? I'm stress and this is wrong,very wrong.

I just wanna this to finish and I'm thinking of distressing myself after the papers. No time,no time and this is sooo wrong.

I'm looking forward for the holiday cause,I wanna plan something with the friends. Maybe going out like everyday? Haha. Missed going to town. *slap forehead*

Break-a-leg for me and my friends. =D