I can't wait for Hari Raya. But at the same time I'm sad cause we are all gonna leave this holy month of ramadan. We never know whether we gonna have Ramadan again or not. Maybe this is our last ramadan. Who knows?



I'll Smile But This Smile Is Not Meant For You.

F1 madness! I'm not into this Formula 1 thingy but because the race is being held in Singapore,I'm kind of jakuns. =) Well,it's once in a life time. I support that cute Lewis. Hehe. I just can't imagine how can they managed to race and endure for 61 laps inside that tiny so-called car and their outfit that is so tebal? How eh? Ouh,I seriously think that car is damn cool and how I wish I can be the racer. Hahahaa. Nah,my aim is to drift like I said to the frens. Right? ;) Wait till I get my driving license hor.

Alright,about the spring cleaning,everything was up and was done. Yetaaa! No need to wait for malam raya to do. Malam raya is to clean the whole kitchen,I mean the floor. It's time to play with the water at the kitchen. My favourite! It's a MUST. =) And malam raya also,time to relax and watch TV. First day of raya,is the busiest day of all. People will be coming from 12 till 12am. Yeah. You will know soon. ;)

How about,I miss my friends? Silence. Silence and Silence. I guess they all busy for Hari Raya Preparation. Hey,lets plan for raya outing can? I think,I got the date already. So anything,ring ring my phone lah! ;)

My adek can be irritating at times. But she's the one who will always make me laugh till I drop. Mom cannot tahan with our behaviour,I guess. She's getting annoyed when we speaked proper English at her. =)

=)

Hari Raya is just few more days.
Even,my blog song has changed. [But hanya sementara waktu]
Mom have completed baking with the help of me,adek and kakak. Everything has done and left only the cake.
The house is is 98% done. Tomorrow shall put the curtains up. The windows let the dad and the bro do.
My room not to mention. Still the same. =)

Alhamdulilah,I'm getting better as days goes by thanks to the medicine. I've to force myself swallowing that. It's no fun getting sick and sick. I don't want to put another burden on my anyone's shoulder. Sometimes,I pity to those who are really ill but we can't do nothing,just gave them our moral supports. Like my mom always said,Everyone has different fate. Today you are ok,but we don't know what's gonna happen to us the next day. Just be prepared for the day where you going to live there forever where no one will be there for you.

Ok thats all for today. Nak melayan perasaan yng telah hancur berderai.. HAHHA. Ok crapz. Going to help mom cook for buke later on. I've been such a good daughter for this month. Hehe,I wanna bne good daughter like forever can? =)

Happy 21st Birthday to you,cousin! Enjoy ur day ok. ;)

Just coming back from the clinic and yesh I'm down with high fever of 37.8 degree celcius. Not only that,my entire body get this rashes and it effects my face too. It's so itchy only God knows my feelings. It's been 2 days I didnt get a proper sleep and if you see me now,my face is like err,I don't know what to say. Scratch here and there and the doctor said,I got temporary allergy and the word ALLERGY making me sad. For years I did not have any allergy and now I got. To think back,I did some vacumming on the carpet last Sunday and it may cause these rashes. Ouh well,I just hope I'll get well preety fast because Hari Raya is next week. I don't want to look these bad.

Aya,need to take 3 pills which I don't think I can swallow. Yikes. But mom warned me to eat. *Slap forehead*

Ouh yeah,forgot,I'm in love with Danny. =) Can I be urs? FYI,he's the lead singer of The Script. Don't get me wrong aite. He's cute. ;)



Look to your right and that's Danny. =) I love their songs.

Get to rest,see ya fellas.

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Yesterday iftar with the cousins over at Sakura at FEP. Luckily we've made the reservation if not,there's noway we can get the seat.



Linda,Dila and Shira. =)



So,after having our iftar,we walked around the town area and lastly went to Ngee Ann City to chill out. We talked and laughed throughout the journey. The pictures speak a thousand words. =)







Pose 1,tak menjadi.



Err,why we did like that eh?





Linda,Hida and Sharina =)



Pose 2,tak menjadi. ;)



I'm all Alone. =)









All time favourite cousin. =) We were so chaotic and crazy huh? Hee.

The headache is coming on and off. So,don't you dare to give me headache.

I'm Confuse,can?

Yup. Sowrie guys for the late uploading of pictures yesterday. =) These week alone I met up with the girls on Monday and breaking fast together with the classmates yesterday.

So,on Monday,it's a baking session over at Julia's crib. We baked cornflakes as promised and also it's simple to do...not. Well,we shopped for the ingredients and we get eveything except for the cup for baking the cake. We searched and searched but we found none. What a supermarket. So,we looked at the nearest provision shop but no,second shop no,third shop closed and lastly the supermarket,we found it but hello,we walked like about 10 or more blocks already. Sabby and I kept complaining and comparing the block like one of the estates found in Singapore. Yeap. Untill,Julia warned us. Opps. So like around 1 pm we went to her crib and start to bake. But,we did our own way. No measuring. =) Lazy to typed long long. Pictures tells a story can?













Tada! The cornflakes! My mom said,we put so much sugar that's why the cornflakes taste sweet. But nice ok. ;)

Yesterday,breaking fast with the IT2N over at Changi Airport. It's like finally I step into that place. Initially,my plan to go to the airport with someone special but things around me have changed pretty fast. But,going there with the lovely firends is wonderful. I'm quite upset when some of them didn't turned up. Met up with Julia and Ak and Sabby at MRT and of we go. Staff canteen is a good place to just sit and talk. Lukily there's no many people there. We found ourselves a very good sit. Especially when I ter-saw this ahem ahem cute and smart police officer queing up to buy food. Fuh. Stop it Linda. Fasting2. ;) Head to T3 and walked walked around and saw lots of chocolates shop. Camwhoring and camwhoring. We loved to take pictures. Since Changi Airport is far from our place,we went home at 830pm and yeah,reached home at 10pm. So long lah ok. =) Enjoy the pictures below.

































Alrite. Overall,I'm happy that I enjoy every single time with them. The feelings of hatred and anger fades away when I see them. They make me laugh a lot. I'm sorry if half-way through I kept myself silence. But seriously,I'm happy right now. It's them that I know much longer than him.I know them inside out and they knew me inside out too. So,don't try and push them away from me. Don't find fault at my friends cause their opinions are much better than him. I sayang kawan-kawan I. =)

Don't Make Promises,If You Tend To Break Them.

Sorry for the lack of updates. I've been so busy working. Gotcha. Actually,I'm just busy with the spring cleaning at my house. Friday,I cleaned and throwed things that are not neccesary. Saturday,which was yesterday,I helped mom putting down the old curtains and wipe the grill and helped her doing some cooking. And today,helped dad cleaning the house while mom,sis and the brother went to Geylang. Now my house is partially 'new'. See? How busy I am. Purposely get myself busy and I hate sitting down doing nothing. If my parents asked me to paint the wall,I'm willing to do that as long as I'm busy. =)

Today,mark two weeks of fasting and we have another 2 more weeks for Hari Raya. I still haven't gotten myself the shoes and the accessories. Ayaya. Maybe some day I'll go and grab myself the shoes for Hari Raya.

Can't wait for tomorrow and the rest of the days. So many activities lining up for me. Baking session,breaking fast and maybe shopping. I'm still busy next week. =) Gonna enjoy myself this term break. I miss my friends already. I miss UNO. I miss Double Chocolate[not with the person!].

Ouh well,I dreamt about Prom Night in ITE. Hee. How wish it will happen this year/2009? =)

Till here,Take care readers. ;)



There's Still Sunshine Shining At Me. =)

Just a 'pinch' of THANK YOU.
Just a 'spoon' of GOOD LUCK.
That's what all I need.
Just a little of appreciation will do.
I didn't ask anything more.
Just a little of showing that you did care and concern about my events.
I didn't ask anything big.
I have done my part and where's yours?
But,I'm blessed when my family said,Good Luck to me.
I'm blessed knowing that my friends did say Good Luck to me.
Afterall,I've been in this position like so many years.
With or without you,it's the same old things.
And I thought it's a bonus for the 'ingredients' you want to give me.
But I was wrong.

Ouh well,one paper down,another paper will be up.
Thursday last exams and I can think about having fun.
In the mood of holiday now,but I'll wait.
All ITE students must be mugging and mugging and mugging non-stop.
Hehe. Me too.

I shouldn't be blogging. Study lah. =)

I just need a little patient.
I'll throw my ego away.
Let's see how far we go.
HAIZ.

Busy doesn't mean silencee. =)

Let's put a big FULLSTOP. This time for real. FULLSTOP.



This picture was taken during my 18th birthday last year. I look a bit fat compared to this year. I lose weight because of lack of eating. I ate a bit and sometimes I didn't eat at all. Can I have my face like that again? Nevermind I will eat during my school holiday and after exams are over. I will eat non-stop! Ok? ;)



Taken during networking lesson ['playing' our router thingy]
I want to be fat can? Hehehe.
Ouh these pics were taken by Sabbytot. =)

Time to heal.
Time to mug.
Time to play.
Time to have fun!
Let's rock and roll,people! =)
Yetaaaa!

Forcing? Deciding? It's hard.

To say a simple word,is difficult indeed.
Being mad is difficult too.
The question is why?
It's happening again and again.
Now,I don't care anymore.
I may be yours,but I won't be too extreme.
Asking you,will make angry.
Not asking you,will make me angry.
Now,you ask to pick.
So what do you think?

Exams,so many too studies soo little time. =(

All the best with your exams. =)

Relax one corner with my friends lagi best. ;)

Selamat berpuasa to all muslims in Singapore. =)

Exams just a few days away.
First exam SAD[09/09/2008]
2nd exam WAD [11/09/2008]

I'm not going to face SAD exam. I don't know what to study. Arghh.

Current mood: STRESS. =(