I'm recover slowly. I managed to help mum doing the kuih tart yesterday. I help her doing it and at the same time eating it. Yummeh. =D

I don't know whether to go to doctor for my checkup or not? Mom asked me to go early scared it might be a serious case. I said to mom, tt I scared and scared of.... Well, mom wants me to realised tt we all gonna be THERE sooner or later. I think it over and over again and I decided to go after Hari Raya.

When one said I'm a fierce person, I always asked myself this,"Am I?" All these past years I'm timid. To think back, I'm a bullied victim. People around me always bullied me. Haha. Back in 1995,when I was K2, there's one girl who doesn't let me enter the classroom although I talked nicely to her. In 1996,when I'm in primary 1, there's a guy who knocked me down at the canteen and a group of stupid primary 5 students laughed at me. Of course I cried and called mummy and luckily there's a senior student helped me. If I were to know tt guy, I would have kill him and tt stupid group. Hehe. But I still confused, why, a group of girls in my class ignored me? Ouh, after moving to Teck Whye Pri in 1997 everything was fine when I reached primary 3 the year after. My stupid parthner,(a guy) bullied me. He use his marker and draw on my sch U sleeve! From the start of school till the end, he will bully me and sometimes I cry. After tt incident, I told mum and mum gets really frustrated and see my form teacher. Ouh, I chnaged seat and he had to seat alone. I thought he went to other secondary school already but he was in the same secondar school! Ouh, he express lah seyy, and whenever I looked at his face, I will stared at him. Don't let me see his face again. Ouh, then in secondary school, when I'm in sec 2, guys bullied me again! This time at the canteen and I was queing up to buy food. They purposely pushed their friend infront and said opps sorry. They had such a stinko body! I feel like bashing up these ppl who bullied me. Those who bullied me were mostly guys and I hate it ok? It's good for ppl to see me as a fierce person. Do be nice to people who are nice towards you. If not, don't bother acting nice at them, they are just a FOOL who will scare you off one day. Forgive and forget is in my dictionary. Unless that person is really getting on my nerve! FULL-STOP.

School reopen is getting closer. I'm really looking forward to school and hari raya. Feel like renoavating my room but can't because adek still struggling for O level this year. Btw, to all who will be taking O level this year, wishing u good luck!! =D