I change song. This song makes wanna scream. Arghhhhhhhhhhh. Ok,demo only.

Monday blues. My mind goes blank. My body feels tired. My right hand pain. My eyes wanna sleep. It's Monday. The environment was so boring. Boring people,boring subject. (execpt my friends who made me laugh a lil bit) The weather is cold.

Everyone has a patience limit. But when once someone has cross the limit,one day, they will surely explode. I remember last year. I really explode. I pushed the table till all my things dropped down. I shouted at that person. I not only shout but screamed! But,that was last year. This year,I really wanna give-in. Forgive and forget. What happened last year I really don't want to remember. Let it go although I have to swallow it bitterly. Now, I just dont want to get into detail. They did wrong things and I'll keep quiet. Keeping quiet doen't mean I kept anything in my heart. What for? Making my life and thinking getting worse. Honestly,I can't study after the incident last year. The letters,I still keep. Hehe. I'm getting sick of being angry always. I wanna change. I wanna make people happy. Teasing people. All I wanna do is to SMILE. =D

I wanna try that Yougurt again although it is sooooo sour. =D