I think my life is such a BORE. I felt empty and when I don't,other's not happy. I tried to talk but I felt like as if I talk to the wall. No smile on your face and what should I do now? Cry? What,cry infront of you? No way. I hold back my tears when I'm infront of you. I pretend to be strong but no,I'm not strong. I cried when noone's in the room. I don't deserve this and everytime I woke up,I wish you talk to me but the silence that you make can upset me. I never said 'promise' to anyone. Why this things happen to me always?

I missed the outing and the fun that was planned before exams. I have to let go. To you guys who are involve,I'M SORRY. I knoe you had fun w/o me. =) I always wish I'm in your position but I can't.

My life is such a bore and to you,I'm sorry. If this makes you happy,I'll let go and become homefreek. =(

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I missed you guys. Keep in touch. =)