She's know me better. She's makes me feel safe. She's the one who I need most right now. 'Cause I'm sad terribly. I cried like a baby the moment I'm alone. I don't know who I want to tell this to. Everything happened so fast and my I'm down with cold fever. I don't know what to do and all I do is to cry loudly in my room. How I wish she knows my problems and comfort me? :(

In just a blink of an eyes,people can change their mind so fast. Left me hanging all alone. Left me questioning what did I do wrong? Left me without good valid reasons. I'm regret really really regret for knowing you since March 2008. Sometimes,this is just a test from the GOD,to see my ability of being patience and strong. I need guidence from you,GOD. But,I need someone who can guide me,makes me happy,loves me sincerly,protect me,listens to my problems,heal my sickness and lent me his shoudler for me to cry on. Accept the way I am. Not forcing yourself to love me. I thought I found it,but he's not the one I'm looking for. He's just messing around with my heart and my mind. I pray to GOD,that I will never see his face again,not in school or anywhere else. Making me proud of myself for being myself.

And for now,my heart is lock for you............