A lonely road that I have to walk and suddenly,I felt so lonely....

This week we are getting lesser and lesser emails. With the number of peoples on their desk busy replying emails,the emails stop as early as 11am. We got the remaining hours by just sitting around and looking at others who are busy doing their project. Project. It's not as easy as the school project. With his high expectations,I don't think we can managed to do it. I called him,angan-angan tinggi melambung sampai ke planet MARS. Getting fed-up with his 'great' suggestion! Whatever! He talked as if this thing can be done for 4 weeks. I suggest you to try and do what you suggested to us,dude. Plus,the way you speaked to us that Friday really annoying. It's easy for you to say cause,you just ordered us doing this and that but you never know how hard to do this! Let's crack our brains people!

I just don't like people disturbing my sleeping hours especially when you need to wake up for work tomorrow. The frustrated part was that,he just called for nothing and who the hell are you? Calling in the middle of the night without purpose? Don't act dumb and don't you dare to call me again cause I'm going to press the red button just for you! I don't care if you msg me but please,don't call unless there's something important to say! Go and do some house chores if you can't sleep at night and making other people's life suffer. Get a life!

Pardon me for the angry-frustrated post. This week,people around me just love to see me in this mood. Work,at home,my life. People don't know my exact feelings here unless I tell. They just look at my outer look but not my inner me. I cried whenever I calmed myself down. The way they talked to me sometimes it hurts deep inside my heart but since I got Him,I try my very best to be patience. Look at the brighter side of me and get back in a peace state. I laugh like a normal people. I just need to be strong enough to pull my sadness away.

4 critical weeks left and let's see where should I go from here. Endurance is the important pillar for you,Linda.



....and finally i say te amo to you.......