I regard this as a challenge for me.
There's always an alternative way to solve this.
Stop asking me. It hurts me so much.
I will try and comfort myself.
Try. Let's see,if I can handle this all by myself.
What more can I say,if the chances that we have is so little.
What more can I say,that I've tried my very best and I'm proud to have what I'm having now?
Embarrassed? Why should I embarassed. I don't care what people might say to me cause this is what I got. This is what I achieve so far.
Competition is everywhere. We can just compete and compete but they look for the better ones.
Giving them chance and see what they can do and learnt.
As for us,this is just a beginning.
I'm not going to stop here and I'm gonna grab that opportunity that I have now infront of me.
People can say,I'm a loser but they just see the front view of me,but they aren't able to see the inside view of me. They can talk,they can say,they can speak,but in the end,no one lose and no one win. Equal.
It's just tired. Tired of hearing and tired of talking. It's equal.
I would like to hear a good news from them.
I'll pray that.
Amin.

...It's just the waterfall from my eyes that accompany me when I'm alone. No one but the waterfalls...