"To think that I will forgive you just like that,maybe in your bloody dream!"

I wonder,not many people are so lucky and fortunate. Some,who are lucky enough to enter to their dream school because of their hardwork. While some,get thier own dream school because of the word luck or fortunate enough even their merit not as good as the people who have worked hard. But,how about the people who gained good merit but didn't get anything? How they count and how they actually look at the merit,I myself,not so sure. But,to solve this,they have to take another alternatives way. That is into the private school. Yes,they can,I can,we can enroll in,but the question is,how much?

Yes. How much? Can they cope with a year of studies,just to get the diploma cert? What if they can't cope and failed,how bout the money that they have already paid? Just wasted down the drain. Maybe we shouldn't think negatively,but this is the consequences that we should think. And now,the question is,can I?

Just see how. People say,study with your heart and mind open. But mine,I opened my mind but not my heart. How. Ouh,in dilemma..

...a kid can fully understand what I am talking about,but people like you,will never understand what I've just/already said. Get this in your head,cause you irritate me more and more now!..