Double Chocolate time with J and Sabby after school! I'm craving for that Double Chocolate since last week. Thanks to both of them for accompanied me there. We've been chatting about stuff and our plan for 9 August. Yesh. I plan to spend my free time with my friends now since I'm free. Everything we did was so fast. At 8 pm, it's home sweet home time. Double Chocolate,you are the withness of everything. The past and the present and aslo gonna be the future. Double Chocolate are LOVED. I realised I've been coming home late almost everyday and I'm so tired and happy at the same time. =)

I slept preety late yesterday dued to the report draft that need to show to her. I'm sure the rest of my group members slept late yesterday too. Today,we planned to come to school at 930 instead of 830 and suprisingly,each of us came at evry 5 minutes. What a coincidence and I think she have suspected that we planned to come late today. As usual. JCS,sape nk pegi layan? =)

My heart is as empty as the cup above. I'm not a strong girl,but somehow I managed to be strong. Deep inside my heart there's this feeling but I just stay with my principle. I'm sorry if my mood this week isn't as cheerful like last time. I'll be back next week,Insyaallah.

Dark Night,when can I watch that Joker? =)




That girl is Linda.She SBNA. =)

I'm getting sick. Headache. Heart pain. Mental problems I think.
But,since friends has been always beside me and give me motivation and also my dear dear siblings, I'm back on my feet. I don't think I need a guy now or till I reached 23. I WANT TO BE SINGLE FOREVER,CAN?

I think I wanna have my double chocolate tml. Please.



My eyes swollen because of you.
My mind went blank because of you.
My heart shattered because of you.
I'm getting sick because of you.
I just hope I won't see your face again.
I'm an EGO person. No one stop me for being an EGO person.

This is it. It's over between us.
Thanks for everything,the love and etc.
From making me a one happy girl to a sad girl. Thanks a lot.
It's my fate and I'm closing this chapter once again.
I won't easily look back and melt with the begging that you did.
Once it's over means it's over. I gave you many chances but you screwed up.
Appreciate everything that you did to me.

Love hurt a lot.
Guys all the same.(minority)
You built me up and tear me down.
Now,I understand the real feel of being hurt.
I cried enough and I don't want to continue to cry. Let's us go seperate ways. This is not my decision but instead it's yours. Don't ever beg for the decision you've made. It sucks.

To friends,tahnks again.I'm gonna be ok. I'm gonna heal my heart slow and steadily. Now,it's time to focus more on my studies.

God,if this is some kind of test,I accept it. I'll be strong cause you are here,with me. Thanks,siblings. =)

I can't describe my feelings and what mood I'm having now. Just wonder and wonder what's gonna happen next. I'm confused and I wish I can be like a bird,fly freedomly outside. Ouh I wished!

Just a simple question and you can't answer it. Thank You.
I thought you know me better now but it seems that you don't know me that well. Thank You.
How my reaction looked like? No. You don't know. Instead I'm the one been looking at your reactions.
You made me hoping for the best. And you also make my heart went shattered today. just a BIG THANK YOU.
If you think that relationship is by asking back the question and talking about breaking up,then you are wrong,MR. Definitely WRONG. Thank YOU.

Today,for the first time in my ITE life,I shed tears in front of my adore friends. I hold my tears back when I'm infront of you until you left me without saying goodbye to me and with your what-a-face. You didn't even reply goodbye to me when I said to you. Thank You.

I just hope I'm not your last person in your list. FYI,if you think everything you do is PRIVATE,why you have a gf? Who I am to you? Just a trunk or your gf? Think carefully,boy. I don't deserve this. I don't need a ______ in my life. Thank YOU.

Im so lucky to have my friends beside me just now. I shouldn't have doing something like that. I should be a really strong girl because I've promised myself not to cry for guy. But I'm such a loser. Thank You friends for being there and for lending me your listening ears to me. Having a friends is whole lot fun! =) I'm ok cause I still
have my family who loved me a lot. I miss my mother just now. =(

Aloha,gd afternoon everyone. Spent my Friday and Saturday preety well. Friday,I have to do what I suppose to do. Doing some payback. *Paham-paham ajekan eh.* Enjoying every single time watching TV and surfing,the usual stuffs. Gol and Ginju was great. Although I've watched it like 3 times? Yeah. Thank you mother,for the delicious foods you've been cooking and especially my favourite dishes. Yum2. =) Friday night,watching TV with the family was just great and disturbing the 2 sis and mother. Dad as usual,went to the mosque to perform prayers there and abang,still I don't know what to say. Haiz. The house not as noisy a before. And that's how I spent my Friday.

Come Saturday,which was yesterday,went to the GIG organised by 2 of my friends,Sabby and AK. I supported them only and that was my first time going such GIG. There's always a first time for anything. They were like busy conducted meetings and stuff and I think their hardworks paid off yesterday. I came with my fav boy but before that we went to have our late lunch over at IMM. Reached at the hall and while we were walking to the hall, I just don't know why people kept looking at us in a STRANGE way. Do we looked familiar to them? Or,because of we were extra cool yesterday? Or the other way round? Heck care. We were cool yesterday. =D Ok,the GIG started around 5/5.30 pm and I thought we were supposed to stand up but majority of us were sitting down and I thought it's really convinient to sit down yesterday. The performing band was great only 2 bands I dislike most. No name's mentions. The into-the-rock-audiences were haeadbanging and doing some rock dance I think and that I scared most. Luckily,the security there was tight! The songs that I recognised was by Paramore,Bon Jo Vi,Hush Sound,Saosin,30STM,Muse. I think tts all,I can remembered. But the boy wanted to hear Maroon 5 or atleast Peterpan's songs,but none. I did enjoyed everything and I was restless when it ended at 930pm. I kept complaining at him about this and that and what's important is,we did spent quality time together in a noisy place. GREAT,huh. ;D I reached home at 10.30pm.





Sunday,most likely to be a boring day ever. Take Care,peepz. ;)