Sorry for the super late update. I don't know what to blog actually. There's so many things happened to me for the past days. I'm really get tired chasing my own dreams that is obviously won't come true. I just can't stand a liar. I'm Dissappointed by the way people treating me. Really pissed me off. They don't know how I really feel deep inside. I pretend nothing happened but the truth is I'm broken inside. If this what they want,I'm letting them go with my heart wide open. Because,I'm dead inside you. "What do you want from me??" question really hit me hard. Thank You!



I miss these ladies very much. I even print out these picture just to place it in my notebook at work. You can see a note just for you people. But I've to keep it to myself. One word for you ladies,THANK YOU! You ladies melt my heart no matter what. I Love You,ladies. ;)On the 16/02/2009,it's our 1 year 10 months together. I miss Sabby,AK and Dyla very much. Since Julia,I've met her almost everyday till we bullied each other at work. LOL. I cannot wait for tommorow to come. It's Double Chocolate Night with them. =)









Ouh god,I'm having a slight fever and I vomitted almost everyday. Morning,during wokr and night. It's the same sickness I get since last year. Dizzy and my appettite is getting lower and lower. Adek,told me to go to see a doctor cause she scared there's something wrong with me. If you are a loyal reader,I'm scared of seeing a doctor as well as swallowing the pills. Thanks to adek for giving vitamin C. Maybe because,I'm lack of vitamins. I asked one of my friend this question,"What if I'm warded in hospital?" Guess what he told me? "Iskk kau nie. Jangan seyy.Seumur hidup aku,aku tak pernah warded." I guess,this is my fate. If,I have this sickness,I'll just say Alhamdulilah,cause everything come from HIM.

On a lighter note of this entire blog,I received a letter from school and I recieved this award. Don't know when can I take the award,guess I need to wait for the school lor. Ouh yeah,I got my 1st ever pay throughout my entire life. My 1st pay,thought I want to treat somone special last time,but since everything was over,I can use that money to shop for my own need! ;) And lastly,2 more weeks to go to end this attachment! I can't wait. I can't wait. *skips around* To Amrul,pelan pelan kayuh ye. :)

I think,I'm going to change my handphone number sooner or later. To wash away and to forget everything that happened to me. This number is unique in someway. I've been using this number since secondary 3. To change or not to change? Hmm.



Look? Whose a liar now? Me or you?